Don't think about it and keep moving forward

There are times that I feel like I can not show my fears.  I must stay strong for those around me, because I have many Parkies that look to me for support and if they see me depressed and scared, they feel hopeless.  But the truth is, when I have a bad day, full of symptoms, I get a glimpse into my future and although I can not share it with everyone, I can blog it....I am terrified of how bad it could get.  So while I remain strong for others, it in turn helps me to know I am not alone.